Come into my life.

Testing

2009-08-03T00:08:00.001+08:00

I hate projects!

New Divide..

2009-06-26T03:38:00.002+08:00

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So many things I wish to say, yet there's no one I can turn to..

In less than a month..

2009-06-24T02:36:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna have a new toy!!

Apple Iphone 3GS!

Of thoughts & hearts.

2009-06-14T02:58:00.003+08:00

Its been nearly a month since I last enter here.
There are so many things I wanna say, yet I can't post in most places as I'm afraid of hurting others, and myself.

There's so many things I wanna tell you, there's so much I wanna share with you... I really hope the cards were right.

Wrong choices were made, but I still hope things would turn out different in months and years.

ilu..

Sick..

2009-05-19T04:41:00.002+08:00

The feeling is horrible.. I'm gonna cough out my lungs soon..

Dreams

2009-05-12T06:52:00.002+08:00

I still have images of you in my dreams..
I dreamt of you hugging donkey to sleep.. It surely have some meaning for all of these dreams..

Hope you're fine...

Weekend holiday..

2009-05-08T03:24:00.002+08:00

I'm going to KL with my friends this weekend.. Am feeling kinda excited as its my first road trip and my first time at a offical track.

I'm going to SEPANG INTENTIONAL CIRCUIT!! Woot.. Hope it'll be an exciting weekend..

I'll miss you surely when I'm there.

Fat

2009-05-07T02:42:00.001+08:00

4 days no gym... And I'm feeling fat. damn.

Jes..

2009-05-05T03:42:00.001+08:00

Can`t we try just a little bit harder
Can`t we give just a little bit more
Can`t we try to understand
That it`s love we`re fighting for
Can`t we try just a little more passion
Can`t we try just a little less pride
I love you so much, baby
That it tears me up inside

Friday 1st May

2009-05-02T03:31:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't be feeling this way.. Its seriously wrong.. VERY WRONG!!
But strangely... I do feel this way...

Weird dream..

2009-04-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

It seems so real.... In fact, its my most real dream in 24years..

I never thought I was dreaming..

Tuning.

2009-04-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

WOot! Soon!!

Police force

2009-04-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

Should I?

Mentality & lifestyle

2009-04-18T05:38:00.003+08:00

Well, Ivan did knock some sense into me today.. I almost made a very bad mistake today.. Thank you bro.

He has his points, but I believe there's execptions always...

Sunday would be interesting, I'm going to track for the first time. :D

Helmet ready!

National School Sports Meet 2009 + Badminton game

2009-04-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

National School Sports Meet... Something I was looking forward to in the past. Its the finishing point of a year's effort. A year of pain & suffering, beating personal best after personal best. A day when the slightest mistake, from eating at the wrong hour, drinking the wrong amount of water, going to the loo at the wrong timing, would result in qualifying, or packing early to go home.

Sadly, injury took over for me in my final year and I wasn't in the squad.. Today I see loads of atheletics from all over Singapore's school in Cck stadium(not sure when they started having sports meet in cck, it used to be in the national stadium). Looking at the usual powerhouse from ACS(I), HC, Victorians & now the Sports School. There was no Fuchun Secondary school on sight. What happen to 1 of the once famous school known for its sports and nth else. The school that won gold for jumpers & sprints, gone were the days.

Anyway, that was not my intention of going to CCK stadium. Frank had a day off so we went over to have a game of badminton. Its my 2nd day with my new racket. I just bought a Yonex Ti-10 racket and I'm in love with it. I would say the hundreds that I spend on it was well spent. :)

If only I could turn back time, and be 13 again... 13 once more..

Marathon

2009-04-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

1 of my goals for this year is that I would be able to compete in a 21km or a 42km race..

I'm already struggling to even reach 11minutes for my 2.4km now.. Shrugs. I really wonder is it possible..

Love story.

2009-03-29T03:53:00.000+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
Youre standing there on a balcony of summer air

See the lights, See the party the ball gowns
I see my way through the crowd
To say hello
Little did you know

That I was Romeo just throwing pebbles
And your daddy said stay away from Juliet
And you were crying on the staircase
Begging me please don't go, and I said

Juliet lets go somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all theres left to do is run
I'll be the prince and you'll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak into the garden so I can see you
We keep quiet because we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Lets escape this town for a little while

Cause I was Romeo and you made my life better
But your daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And you were begging me please don't go and I said

Juliet lets go somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all theres left to do is run
Ill be the prince youll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

Juliet dont let them tell you how youre sposed to feel
This love is difficult, but you know its real,
Dont be afraid well make it out of this mess
Its a love story baby just say yes, uh ooh

You got tired of waiting, wondering if I was ever coming around
Your faith in love was fading
Then I met you on the outskirts of town and you said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
Then I knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and thats all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
Its a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, yes

We were very young when I first saw you

Insomnia

2009-03-28T06:59:00.000+08:00

Its really taking the best out of me.. Out of shape, out of sleep..

Darn.. Time for my 4.8km run now..

$$$

2009-03-26T02:27:00.000+08:00

Time to really save up..

There's so many things to buy yet my bank account seems softer each month.

Phase 2

2009-03-23T02:20:00.000+08:00

As promised to myself. I'll start phase 2 today.. At 9am..

I love myself, that's why I'm doing this.

And finally.. I graduated.

2009-03-21T04:50:00.001+08:00

I finally have a diploma, after all these years..

Might be shifting my blog to somewhere else.... Still thinking.

Rorschach

2009-03-17T05:27:00.001+08:00

Just watched the movie online.. Never knew I would do such a thing, but the movie is too good for me to miss.

A

2009-03-15T01:28:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna be a B nor a C.

I wanna be an A from now on.

I'm sick and tired of being a B & a C.

ARGH!

Commitment

2009-03-12T05:31:00.001+08:00

Should I buy a bicycle which will cost me $3k?

Its an Ellsworth, its branded, its good and I can jump with it.
Am really keen on playing with a bike, but... its a 3k investment. Should I?

Comments pls.

Complication

2009-03-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

Maybe she was right all along, the human mind are something that are never trustworthy.
Today I've found out something that I've never believe in, but its as real as it gets. Human are always thirsty creatures. Give an apple, will want another..

Thank you Christ for being a part of me, so that I may have life beyond the thirst and evil of man.. I'm really thankful for Your presense in my life.

ITS OVER!

2009-03-06T03:49:00.002+08:00

And now I'm feeling empty again..
4 mths of holiday from books..
Should I be happy about it?

Been meeting up with caregroup to study, well them for their exams, but well, I'm doing alot of self improvement for my future..

I bought the magazine Torque today and I fell in love with a new car. No worries people, its not a lamboghini nor is it a ferrari. Its kinda really affordable comparing to my other loves.

Meet the Volksawagen Passat CC.

No longer a sports car any longer! I'm in love with comfy cars now. haha.
And Its only SGD$125k! DADDY BLESS ME WITH ONE! :D

2 more days..

2009-03-02T03:27:00.001+08:00

And I'm not totally prepared yet.

Feeling sick now.. Pray that tmr will be alright.

6am..

2009-02-28T05:41:00.000+08:00

And I'm feeling hungry..

I should really kick this supper habit if I intend to get anything serious out of my training..

I've been sacrifising alot.. Been training well.. And I'm desperate to suceed in my project takashi.

No more supper, no more extra carbs, pure raw power is all I need.

The NISSAN GTR

2009-02-27T02:10:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXFSVoVqhYw

you gotta watch this!
OMG~!

What I need now is passive income of $50,000/mth and $230,000.

1 more week.

2009-02-25T04:57:00.001+08:00

I better start mugging soon!

2009-02-20T06:36:00.003+08:00

i dun like you anymore...

It lingers in my mind over and over again....

2009-02-19T05:38:00.004+08:00

I wish that you could share your feelings with me.. Tell me abt the problems that you are facing.. I really wanna do something for you..

I miss you.. but I really don't know what to do when I see you..

Today's target..

2009-02-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

2.4km - Below 11m 20sec.
SBJ - 232cm
Shuttle Run- below 10s
Situps - 40 count
Chin up - 3 :(

Shavers.. That's how it should be.

2009-02-17T03:56:00.002+08:00

Its 4am and I still can't get to bed..

Needa wake up at 8..

I'm sorry, noone could replace her in my heart... I wish I could move on.

Drifto

2009-02-16T04:35:00.003+08:00

Why are we so far apart now....
Its been only awhile....

Happy Valentines Day people.

2009-02-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

I feel so untouched,
And I want you so much,
That I just can't resist you,
It's not enough to say that I miss you,
I feel so untouched right now,
Need you so much somehow,
I can't forget you,
Been goin' crazy from the moment I met you......

2009-02-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio?

2009-02-13T02:31:00.003+08:00

Been holding a pen for 2 hours, and yet there's no flow....

Does this mean that I should not write at all?

13 Feb..

2009-02-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

Every where I turn... It looks just the same..
I wanna get out of here.. Be it swing, jump, climb...
I wanna get out of here..

I DON'T WANNA BE HERE ANYMORE! SOMEBODY.. PLEASE.

1 day without exercising..

2009-02-12T01:34:00.001+08:00

And I'm feeling so weird. I think I'm poisoned by this bug.

Blue clouds..

2009-02-11T01:16:00.001+08:00

These few days alot of things are happening.. Most are beyond my control..

But I'm glad that things are going this way... Thanks for those that are around me. Without you guys(girls), I wouldn't be able to smile again..

2 years of life after trix.

2009-02-09T05:12:00.003+08:00

I kinda miss working. I miss the life there, but sometimes the stress is just too much for me to handle..

Quiz

2009-02-09T05:12:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Commitment
Disappointment
Death
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-02-08T04:29:00.003+08:00

I've been stoning in front of my screen since I got home...
I'm staring at a blank page..
Tears are rolling down from my eyes maybe due to tireness.
I ever remember her saying that no more means no more, there's no chance of being together again anytime soon..
I wish I could let go, but I can't.. I miss you, every moment, every hour, every second..
I love you.
Please come back.. I really love you...

Living the dream..

2009-02-07T04:27:00.002+08:00

Its been 4 years since I started this... and I've never filfilled it..
Time to really do something about it before I gets too old for it..

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE GOOD LOOKING AGAIN!

I need my confidents back.. Badly..
I wanna be able to walk in a crowd, and be noticed.
I wanna start a conversation, with the other party deeply attracted.
I wanna be the one.
I wanna have her back too...

If only I was wolverine..

2009-02-05T04:24:00.003+08:00

I would have jumpped off my building now.
Touch my exhaust pipe.

Sit on a bbq pit.

Sleep on CTE at 3am

I just feel like getting myself hurt...
Just so that I can feel the pain.. Even knives don't work anymore.. Cuts are just cuts.. I need to feel more pain..

Only by being him, I can suffer all the pain in the world, but still being alive.. Alive so that I can still have my chance... Feel the pain so that I can have physical pain instead of emotional.. cause it really hurts alot now..

What have I done?

2009-02-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

I slept 14 hours.... This is bad...

Another day, another Kg.

2009-02-04T01:10:00.003+08:00

And with all the outings that I had, I'm very dry at the moment with my CNY lost and my constant high demand for expensive food. I've spent more than 1k since dec and that's BAD! VERY BAD! Where did my IWC fund go? I guess its all in my stomach and the extra KGs that I've put, that's where my fund is. FUCK!

Its been a week since I last washed my car, I guess I better do it tommorrow before my badminton game. :) Badminton has been pretty much of my life lately and I'm excerising 4 times a week at least, or rather, I'm forced to do it for the sake of my health, my future and my life.
Shrugs, and dinner and supper didn't help at all! Had Bak Kuh Teh at River valley, which is so much better than the balaister ones, but price is mad too. Almost $40 for 3.

Met my dearest-est-est Shiqi for supper + chit chat session. Didn't really know where to go so we decided to head down to dempsy for BJ (In case you are wondering, DON'T! Its Ben & Jerry). Its been quite a long time since I last had BJ, maybe the last was at home with Jes digging deep into my favourite Choc fudge brownie. I miss those days... Shrugs. SQ was a great company tonight, thanks girl for being ard. I'm pretty sure you are happy with my presense too. RIGHT! HAHA.

Oh ya, I had my haircut too today. :)
Well, topic doesn't really related to what had happened.

Did anyone see my balls?

2009-02-01T04:34:00.004+08:00

Damn, I really need to find them asap. Was at kallang kfc when I saw this girl that attracted my eyes. She's with a group of friends but I'm sure non was her bf.. Nor was she attached.. We exchanged eye contacts a few times, and I know she's friendly, yet I don't dare to walk towards her..

All it takes is a Hi, and we could have been friends... Sigh..

Omg, I need my balls back!

CNY gambling has been been.
Day 1 lost - $80
Day 2 won - $20
Day 3 lost - $50
Day 4 lost - $30
Day 5 lost - $200
Total lost - $340 (est)
Claps claps claps....

I should know how to stop when I could...

Chinese new year gambling day 1

2009-01-28T16:05:00.002+08:00

Woot.

Today is a happy, and alittle sad, but Totally exciting day of gambling.

First, I won over $50 in ban luck.
But I lost over $130 in jackpot.

but I have no regrets in this as it was totally exciting..
The jackpot even reach $200 at 1 point with my itchy ass asking them to up the stake to $10 each. Mind you, only 4 people dare to take up the challenge(including me of course). haha, and we rolled till 5 rounds(which means $50 each)... Damn fugging exciting can.

Anyway, we had loads of fun!

I fell in love with her!

2009-01-26T03:39:00.003+08:00

Shen Li Jun.

Nationality : Chinese.

Height: 162cm.

Weight：44kg.

Birth Place: Shanghai.

OMG, she's the perfect girl alive! I'm so in love with her.. >.<

To me, she is 99/100!!!!

Reunion Dinner

2009-01-25T04:52:00.002+08:00

Well, tmr's reunion dinner, am kinda excited abt it already!
hehz, great food, great feel, everyone will be at home to eat, except you. Well, I know you didn't came last year, but I wish you could be here today, but I know its just a dream. :)

I miss you, sometimes I just wish I had someone to bring to granny's for CNY.. I'm pretty sure this year 90% of my cousins/sibilings are bringing their other half, I'll be alone this year, just like every other year..

Next year will be a better year surely, and I'll be going to granny's for CNY with my special one hand in hand..

Badminton Fever!

2009-01-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

haha, been playing badminton for the past 1 week+ and I think I'm overly crazy abt it. I spend like almost everyday playing it. LOL!

Need to cut down abit soon..

Should I?

2009-01-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

Righteous.

2009-01-17T03:10:00.002+08:00

God so love the world that He sent His only beloved Son to die for us at the cross..

Its time I do something right..

Time passes..

2009-01-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

but everything is still the same....

Come into my life again..

3-0

2009-01-12T03:33:00.000+08:00

Its 3-0!

Well done Sir Alex.
Well done Manchester United.

2009-01-10T14:24:00.001+08:00

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia.....

2009-01-09T02:59:00.000+08:00

Maybe you'll remember that razor-faced man who slipped out from the dark like a blade and - before we realized - knew what was there: he saw the smoke and concluded fire. The pallid woman with black hair rose like a fish from the abyss, and the two of them built up a contraption, armed to the teeth, against love. Man and woman, they felled mountains and gardens, then went down to the river, they scaled the walls, they hoisted their atrocious artillery up the hill. Then love knew it was called love. And when I lifted my eyes to your name, suddenly your heart showed me my way.

Dawn is coming..

2009-01-08T03:32:00.001+08:00

Book shopping spree

2009-01-06T19:07:00.002+08:00

First day of school.. Well classmates are pretty different from the past. Gone were the days when people are noisy and there's almost 0 gossip in class now. Most of the students in my class, or rather 1/2 of them are from china. Didn't really chat much with anyone today other than Warren.

Well, after school, I had a thought of getting some books to read, and little did I know.. I spent $110 on books!! LOL!

Suddenly I have became a bookworm over night. :D

Of books and such..

2009-01-04T04:35:00.001+08:00

Been reading alot since the break up...

Well, I guess she was right, reading does distract the mind.

And I should really be sleeping at this hour.. 4.30 and I'm suppose to be waking up at 6.

2009-01-02T15:38:00.003+08:00

Grandma was dianoised with a stage 2 cancer.. Doc says there was 2 options. 1 was to go for an operation knowing that the success rate was only 20%. While the other option was to not do anything and she will have 2 more years to live.
Most of us would have chosen option 2 was it was the best chance of seeing her longer.. And not risk losing her in a day.. But what will happen after 2 years? Would we live to regret our decision and not try to prolong her life even though its a huge gamble?

I will regret my decision after 2 years and I'm sure I'll always blame myself for not asking her to go for operation so that there is a chance that she will recover..

Yet what if I'd chosen option 1? Gave our best shot, and at least we don't live to regret the decisions that we had made if something goes wrong, we'd tried our best...

We're only humans afterall, we blame ourselves for things things we had not done, and had done..

2009

2009-01-01T05:20:00.002+08:00

Went to Py's wedding today. Well, finally she's married, after knowing her for almost 10 years..
Little did I expect such day to happen so fast.. When will my turn be?

Suddenly everyone seems to be getting married, yet I can't even be in a relationship for more than a year..

Sigh... What a NYE for me... Heartbroke, Joy, Sadness.. Mix together...

And I almost killed myself while trying out my limits on the road... This current car's handling isn't fantastic.. I miss my mazda...

Reflection of the past 525,600 minutes

2008-12-31T16:02:00.003+08:00

Its been a strange year I must say..

I met the girl whom I thought could be the one for the rest of my life, and I lost her towards the last mth of the year..

Thought I could finally get the cert, I lost it during the last march..

Had forge great friendship with the brotherhood, made friends into brotherly bounds, yet lost the girl that I love..

A twist and turn.. Really 2009 will be a better year.

I wish my face is sharp..

2008-12-29T03:23:00.003+08:00

so I could cut botak!

Oh man... How I adore the botak look if I could carry it.

It just doesn't feel right

2008-12-28T04:08:00.002+08:00

Still has been a weird month for me..

Yes I still miss her.

Everything just happens so fast..... Wanted to fix things, but doubt I have the chance anymore..

Christmas

2008-12-27T04:11:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. Dunno to be happy or sad..

Weird Christmas spent this year with my brothers..

Thank you guys for being around when I needed you guys the most...

New year, new resolution

2008-12-21T01:24:00.003+08:00

Its gonna be 2009 soon!

Well, its the start of a new year, so new resolutions to carry out too!

First on the list, is of course.. TO SLIM DOWN! HAHA.

Next, is pray for a nice car, maybe an S15? STi? an Evolution? or even a LAMBOGHINI!!!!

Hmm... And of course, to get J's heart would be nice =D

Aww.. I'll just put this at the side for easier referance.

Youth Ministry Christmas Bash

2008-12-20T22:28:00.001+08:00

Well, supprising I went for arrow as I seldom go on saturdays. hehz.

It was great and the service was wonderful.

We had joy, we had fun, and best of all, a fellowship of friends.

Raymond 1987 - 2007

2008-12-18T02:29:00.002+08:00

Wasn't around when I heard that you fell ill, little did I realise that the day that I went to camp, you left the world to be with the lord.. The day when my camp was released, den I realise you are gone... I didn't get the chance to be at your wake. I'm sorry pal.

Raymond, though we might not be close friends, but I regard you as 1 of my favour junior in sch days..

Thanks Fy for reminding me...

We'll miss you.

Decision.

2008-12-17T01:57:00.001+08:00

I decided to let you go..

May you be happy always.

I still love you though.

Mr Brightside

2008-12-15T17:16:00.001+08:00

No I just can't be..

Moments.

2008-12-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

The good memories of a relationship always stays...

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

2008-12-10T03:22:00.004+08:00

I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to to make you mine stay with me tonight...

I love her truely and dearly.

2008-12-09T11:37:00.000+08:00

I love her!

I seriously do!

It will be better next year!

2008-12-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

God has not promised skies always blue, flower-strewn pathways all our lives through; God has not promised sun w/o rain, joy w/o sorrow, peace w/o pain. But God has promised strength for the day, rest for the labor, light for the way, grace for the trials, help from above, unfailing sympathy, undying love //

i know feelings are real. and sometimes u just dun understand why certain things happen. but know that God will NEVER give u anything that doesnt require him and that He will NEVER let go of you! - Cindy

First day of work

2008-12-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

and I quit the job. Part of the reason was that I didn't expect it to be a 6 day week job. What I was told was a 5 day week job.
Another part of the reason was that my mind is still in a messy state.

I miss you Jes..
I feel like seeing you now, but I know you don't want me to.. :(

Jesus wept.

2008-12-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

I cried in church today...

Somehow, I felt that God didn't stood by me during this period..

Where is He when I needed him the most?

Answer me lord!

2008-12-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

I don't know to be happy or sad.
but I lost 2kg from this week..

2008-12-06T00:54:00.003+08:00

So many words to say to you..
Yet I don't have a chance anymore...

2008-12-05T01:21:00.004+08:00

Loving someone is not about being together, but its about making her happy.

I should leave...

Differents..

2008-12-03T14:44:00.001+08:00

:( :( :(

Its just isn't the same again....

I still love you..

Void.... There's no directions..

2008-12-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

We'll live in regrets about the things we did.. and never did..

I regret for the things I've done.. and regret for those that I did not..

I miss you..

STi

2008-11-20T20:56:00.001+08:00

Path is set, left 1 final phase..

Here's the crossroad now...

Left or right..

Which to choose..

Lord give me wisdom in my choice.

Lawyer joke.

2008-11-18T15:09:00.001+08:00

A lawyer purchased a box of very rare and expensive cigars, then insured them against, among other things, fire.Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of these great cigars and without yet having made even his first pemium payment on the policy the lawyer filed a claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the lawyer stated the cigars were lost 'in a series of small fires.' The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason, that the man had consumed the cigars in the normal fashion.

The lawyer sued and WON !

(Bare with me.)

Delivering the ruling, the judge agreed with the insurance company that the claim was frivolous. The judge stated evertheless, that the lawyer held a policy from the company, which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable and also guaranteed that it would insure them against fire, without defining what is considered to be unacceptable 'fire' and was obligated to pay the claim. Rather than endure lengthy and costly appeal process, the insurance company accepted the ruling and paid $15,000 to the lawyer for his loss of the cigars lost in the 'fires'.

NOW FOR THE BEST PART...

After the lawyer cashed the check, the insurance company had him arrested on 24 counts of ARSON!!! With his own insurance claim and testimony from the previous case being used against him, the lawyer was convicted of intentionally burning his insured property and was sentenced to 24 months in jail and a $24,000 fine.

Wishlist or rather, Getlist for year 2009.

2008-11-18T01:24:00.002+08:00

I've decided to have a wish/getlist for 2009!

Damn, I'm suppose to be studying now.. yet I can't! LOL!. Since its 1.30am now.. I might as well do something fun while waiting for my hair to dry..

First of all, its gonna be my dream.

Yes, my first car that I call my own. I'm targetting June 09 to be the month.

Here are my choices.

First choice,

The new Subaru Imprezza WRX STi MY09

300bhp @ stock, my top choice, and its great looks in hatch is really my love! With quat exhaust, its gonna be loud! Price? $100k for a brand new one. Quite beyond my reach at the moment, but nth is impossible with Jesus.

2nd on the list is

Subaru Imprezza WRX STi MY08

Previous model, but still a hotcake, quite alot in the 2nd hand market means I can get it at a rather "affordable" price. hehz. 280bhp @ stock, easily up at 370bhp with just a few Ks. Most prob this will be the one I'm getting. Should be able to get a less than 3 years old model at 70k.

Up next,

Honda Integra Type R

Another old model, this DC5 has been my dream car(Besides evo) since I was young, 215bhp at stock, slower than the Sti but its a coupe! Its red bucket seats is my love! The down part is its price and the insurance.. Should be able to get a 3 years old model at 70k+.

4th on the list

Toyota MR-S Sypder

Not really a performance car like the rest of my list and definately an old model, out since 02, and been in production till 06, there's no new car on market now and most are frankly, over priced. The upside is its a 2seater open top. With 140bhp on the tap, its slow but with so many turbo kits for sale, its easily a 200+bhp car. Another downside? Its expensive since its out of production and not many open top cars in the market. A 4 year old model is ard 70k.

Lastly, the most affordable of all.

Subaru Imprezza WRX 2.0L MY06

The old reliable 2L model of the wrx. Old but trusty, and frankly very affordable, easily ard the price range of 50-60k for a 4 year old model. Downside? High maintaince and running cost. And its quite old already.. Oh well.. I want my STi!

The pursue of dream..

2008-11-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Its coming to the end of my course and here I am, at the crossroad once again. The path on my left is the continuation of my course for a degree, on my right is to fulfill my dream.

I need to decide fast as it could mean a start or an end of a dream, and an education. Friends are made during this almost 2 years of education, life have changed as well, and I've aged 2 years since. Not young anymore I told myself, Frank mentioned that we are already 23 and we've still no sense of any achivement. Wayne Rooney had already pocketed 8 digit into his bank account while me? Still struggling at 5.

The dream kept coming every night, could it be a hinting? Well, I'll apply for both and see whichever comes. I really wanna get into that desired job. I don't wanna wait any longer, its painful to think of something that is so close, yet it isn't.

I declare in Jesus's name that I'll get that desired job and I'll fulfill my promise to myself, and to be able to achieve my dream by 25.

Affordable Mercedes.

2008-11-11T20:30:00.001+08:00

MERCEDES-BENZ Of all the cars in its extensive line-up, the E200NGT should get special mention because it is the only purpose-built bi-fuel car you can get from a showroom here. The E200NGT (below) is equipped to run on compressed natural gas as well as petrol. Unlike the gas-converted cars here, its CNG innards are neatly and intelligently packaged so they are unobtrusive. Its engine is modified to combust the cheaper and cleaner fuel with no ill effects and no loss of power. Not only that, Merc agent Cycle & Carriage is on an aggressive sales drive, by pricing the car nearly $30,000 lower than usual. Who says you can't save the Earth (and some moolah) if you drive a luxury car?

Price: $136,888.

My nose is gonna drop

2008-11-04T17:20:00.001+08:00

Stupid flu is killing me :(
Have sore throat too..

Oh man.. I'm sick.

With girls like her in the army..

2008-11-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Who needs a gf? HAHA.

Adam Khoo

2008-10-30T01:04:00.002+08:00

Some of you may already know that I travel around the region pretty frequently, having to visit and conduct seminars at my offices in Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand and Su Zhou(China).I am in the airport almost every other week, so I get to bump into many people who have attended my seminars or have read my books.Recently, someone came upto me on a plane to KL and looked rather shocked. He asked, 'How come a millionaire like you is travelling economy?' My reply was, 'That's why I am a millionaire.' He still looked pretty confused. This, again confirms that greatest lie ever told about wealth(which I wrote about in my latest book 'Secrets of Self Made Millionaires'). Many people have been brainwashed to think that millionaires have to wear Gucci, Hugo Boss, Rolex etc. (I shop at G2000 by the way) and sit on first class in air travel. This is why so many people never become rich because the moment they earn more money, they think that it is only natural that they spend more, putting them back to square one.The truth is that most self-made millionaires(not those lucky who inherited money) are frugal and only spend on what is necessaryand of value. That is why they are able to accumulate and multiply their wealth so much faster. Over the last 7 years, I have saved about 80% of my income while today I save only about 60% (because I have my wife, motherin law, 2 maids, 2 kids, etc. to support). Still, it is way above most people who save 10% of their income (if they are lucky). I refuse to buy a first class ticket or to buy a $300 shirt because I think that it is a complete waste of money. However, I happily pay $1,300 to send my 2-year old daughter to Julia Gabriel Speech and Drama without thinking twice.When I joined the YEO(Young Entrepreneur's Organization) a few years back (YEO is an exclusive club open to those who are under 40 and make over $1m a year in their own business) I discovered that those who were self-made, thought like me. Many of them with net worths well over $5m, travelled ecomony class and some even drove Toyota 's and Nissans. I noticed that it was only those who never had to work hard to build their own wealth (there were also a few ministers' and tycoons' sons in the club) who spent like there was no tomorrow. Somehow, when you did not have to build everything from scratch, you do not really value money. This is precisely the reason why a family's wealth (no matter how much) rarely lasts past the third generation. Thank god, my rich dad(oh no, I sound like Kiyosaki) foresaw this terrible possibility and refused to give me a cent to start my business.Then some people ask me, 'What is the point in making so much money if you don't enjoy it?' The thing is that I don't really find happiness in buying branded clothes, jewelry or sitting first class. Even if buying something makes me happy, it is only for a while. It does not last. Material happiness never lasts, it just give you a quick fix. After a while you feel lousy again and have to buy the next thing which you think will make you happy. I always think that if you need material things to make you happy, then you live a pretty sad and unfulfilled life.Instead, what makes ME happy is when I see my children laughing and playing and learning so fast. What makes me happy is when I see my companies and trainers reaching more and more people every year in so many more countries. What makes me really happy is when I read all the emails about how my books and seminars have touched and inspired someone's life. What makes me really happy is reading all your wonderful posts about how this BLOG is inspiring you. This happiness makes me feel really good for a long time, much much more than what a Rolex would do for me.I think the point I want to put across is that happiness must come from doing your life's work(be in teaching, building homes, designing, trading, winning tournaments, etc.) and the money that comes is only a by-product.If you hate what you are doing and rely on the money you earn to make you happy by buying stuff, then I think that you are living a life no better than a prostitute.

How true...

NICE MA? NICE MA?!?

2008-10-30T00:48:00.003+08:00

Thank you dear dear for the card. :)

Love love you many many!

Absent from school but a whole shopping spree!

2008-10-29T16:10:00.004+08:00

Eye big big doesn't always means good. You'll be in deep shit when your lense broke in your eyes.. Took me a few hours to remove it. Tried very long to remove it but to no avalib.

Well, I prayed and went to sleep, and suddenly, the lense just came off my eyes. The power of prayers. :)

Went to the woodlands library since I didn't went to school today to prevent my eyes from getting an infection. Studied for a few hours but ended up going to causeway point to get a new pair of spects. No Tag heuer and I realise that not many can see its a tag heuer thanks to so many look-alike frames ard so I've gotten a ray ban spec instead.

Will post picture of it when I get it on saturday :)

mindless quiz

2008-10-29T08:27:00.002+08:00

1) THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Nicholas, Mr Lai, Charming boy :D

2) THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
Nazaki, Brera, Nicolas

3) THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Smart! Calm! Cute

4) THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Fat, lazy, very lazy

5) THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
Chinese, China, Malaysian?

6) THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Scary movies, scary sound, and scray girls

7) THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Credit card, wallet, car

8) THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
Shorts, specs, and nth else.

9) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
Linkin Park, Madonna & maybe Andy Lau

10) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):-
Like a prayer, lead me to the cross & Mr Brightside

11) THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Feelings.

12) TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
Hate birds, Hate dogs, Hate lizards.

13) THREE THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT WILL APPEAL TO YOU:
Pretty, smart, lovable.

14) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Sleeping, reading shares, driving

15) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Strike bigsweep, strike toto, go US.

16) THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU HAVE CONSIDERED:
Chain coffeeshop owner, megamart owner, Minister of Singapore :)

17) THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
UK, US, Isreal.

18) THREE NAMES THAT YOU LIKE:
Jesus, Nicholas, Natasha (HAHA)

19) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- Be very very rich
- Have a movie star gf/wife
- Meet Jesus(Yes, before I die too)

20) THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
Love girls, love sex, love cars

21) THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
Love money, love curiousity, love more money.

22) THREE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE
Dad, Mum, Jesus

23) THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS
Evan water, Fiji water, Ice cold water

24) THREE FAVOURITE MOVIES / ACTORS
Paris Hilton, Jessica Alba, Jessica Ansiton

25) THREE FAVOURITE FOOD
Golden Crayfish, Itchiban's Chicken, pork!

26) THREE THINGS YOU ARE BEST AT
Predictions, calculation, solving the unsolvable.

27) THREE SPORTS THAT YOU LIKE
No more le. lol. Cycling if it is.

28) THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE
Girls, no money, no money

29) THREE PLACES YOU SPENT THE MOST TIME AT
Home, School, car.

30) THREE ACHIEVEMENTS YOU HAD
Too many to actually list out 3. :)

31) THREE BEST FRIENDS
I have more than 3 so its unfair for me to just name 3.

32) THREE WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOUR FAMILY
Loving, very loving, and I love them alot.

33) THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE DO THIS MEME
EVERYONE WHO VIEWS MY BLOG LA! :)

Psalm 37:4

2008-10-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart.

I've got a birthday card from church! Cool right?

My first birthday card of this year's 21st birthday! hehz.

Another day has past..

2008-10-23T02:07:00.001+08:00

It seems so empty....

Lead me to the Cross

2008-10-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

I wonder how would spiderman feel when he's up there... Looking down..

A new toy.

2008-10-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

A week after collecting her, I've finally gotten a picture of her. hehz. White white de. Hopefully she doesn't turn yellow.

It has began.

2008-10-15T17:31:00.000+08:00

Projects are up again.. And datelines are suppose to be ment.

Oh well.. Time to mug 1 last time before the start of a whole new life.