I'm drained..

This is torturing me... I can bearly shower myself just now, it took me 3 attempts to take out my contacts, with my eyes red and watery now due to the lack of strength left.. both my arms and my legs are exhausted. My muscles are stretched, I can hardly type this entry.. but I'll cont as I can't sleep..

I guess I'm exhausted mentally as well.. been trying to do it.. but I guess I can't.. I'm not God... I need his guidance..

Self love is a reflectin of the highest vibrations of blissful, psychic consciousness which a person could have. Love yourself, just like how others love u as well.