Life is just like diving without proper gears. Interacting with her makes me feel happy, but when she starts to ignore you or don't treat you well, you'll feel that you're down a kilometre down the sea. Not only the lack of oxygen that will kill, the pressure from your mind and heart is unbearable as well. You'll feel helpless and even though you know that the best way is to swim up, you just wanna do nth and cont to suffer down there. Or maybe until someone who will pull you up to the surface.
